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wampires
02:15
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sought after thoughts
my hand in yours, it's too hot
i wonder what you'll be when i'm gone
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monopolized
02:09
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bruises snake up my spine
i don't know own this bedroom or these rafts and shacks of light
just a small floating flurry of feeling
abrasive voices in my mind
i don't own this body or the spins and sputters of time
just a small loathing blur of a being
it's so insignificant
to frustrate the nothingness
i can't even handle this dissociative distance
from the thoughts in my own head
comforted by headlights
i can't take this blurry and distorted state of mine
even reality is safer than the unseen
blanketed under lies
find me in the comfort of another hollow high
i've lost all allegiance to the things that are good for me
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3. |
boots
00:59
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4. |
moon dogs
01:12
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soft stuff
02:27
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the sun in my eyes, you're speaking to me
but i can hardly focus
your actions speak more words
your side of the bed covered in a cold draft
you keep your secrets down underneath
no, i don't like to get emotional
but i hate to sleep alone without someone beside me
sing me to sleep, talk me to death
i want to live inside your head
now you know i fell asleep inside your bedroom walls
you're not anything, you're not anyone at all
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6. |
whistle back
02:03
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the little things
the way you talk, the way i speak
i wish i knew better things to say to you
i wish i knew better things to say to you but i don't
whistle back
tell me when you're ready
i want to hold you before you break
whistle back
before i break
i want to hold you
small thing, i want to hold you
whistle back, whistle back
whistle back, whistle back
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7. |
we only walk in circles
04:51
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another bad poem
another tribute to a feeling that climbs up my chest like a patch of poison ivy up a mountainside in one hundred degree weather
another memory made clear regarding all the times i wanted to play violin on my arms
and didn't
another personal talking-to, explaining the spectrum of my irritation and the way i give my heart away to daydream promises that will never be fulfilled
another cold wave to the lovers i've loved too low and fast
another string of words that line up like teeth in my subconscious
and then darkness, and then me, swatting at it with a proverbial broom
and then the fault of all my petty transgressions, mooning me from the second story of my own house
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8. |
memory sockets
02:19
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i get lost in the whims of summertime
those glorious webs of sunlight, hot like fever in my eyes
i dive into these dreamless thoughts, cold memory sockets
we reach for evanescence then fall on our backs like little kids
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9. |
ne pas me laisser seul
03:22
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my inhibitions have been carved out
and left at Your doorstep
i'm letting go of simple phrases like 'i just want to feel something' and 'i want to be okay'
i am no longer just mine
and with these wretched thoughts, i will not identify
i will find a way to crawl inside Your thoughts and make my home there
i want to be Your friend
i will let You into my house
when it's clean
always me to You, never You to me
i don't wanna be okay
i don't wanna not be mine
all these wretched thoughts, i'm terrified
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10. |
pyro
01:49
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